[2014] 365 DAYS PROJECT

안녕!!

Obviously! this is my first ever post in this /cheness/ project! It's still 2013 right now and the time is exactly 9:34PM! Ohaa~ I'm quite excited to write something about this so-called "365 days project" but honesty, I still don't know the purpose of this! Maybe for fun? Memories? Etc? :))) Oh well, before I start with my post in 2014, I want to contemplate aaaalllll the things happened to me in the year, 2013. ♥

Wait! I changed my mind..I'm becoming lazy to write a loooooong story of my life that's why I will just summarize all the happenings in my year, 2013. ♥

Okay....

To summarize all the happenings in my 2013, I can say that I became a full time-slash-hardcore fangirl!! My overflowing feels are still overflowing. All the concerts I've attended (DKFC, F.Cuz, Jay Park, SiHae in Manila, Kpop Republic, and One Great Step - Infinite) were all memorable and unforgettable. ♥ I knew lots of things about K-POP and gahd~ gsdfjsdgfhskdgfksgfjdh *speechless* huehuehue?

In terms of school...it was a BIG SIGH!!! :))) Well! This school year 2013, it was been a very very challenging school year for me! And I really THANK GOD for all the blessings, hardships and FOR EVERYTHING. I became much more confident about everything! I conquered some of my fears...but still, I had lots of regrets. I learned so many things! Not only in school but also to everyone I encountered and most especially, I learned a lot of myself! *gahd~ I'm becoming emotional...IDK..I'm just grateful..I guess?* Hahaha! :))) But of course, there are things that I cannot control or can I say, I'm still not confident to do. First thing is my laziness...I hope! I really do hope! To at least, my conscience would speak more with sense about my doings and actions! :))) Second, I guess my feelings. Not in terms of love, but relationships to my everyone...well, I think it was a good opportunity for me to let out more of my negative feels than to hide it forever to myself. I became more understanding but not underestimating, still uncertain and sometimes determine. I really do hope to enhance my socialization and I know that they are gazillion things that I must and need to learn in my life, hopefully and through prayers, all my love ones, most especially my families and friends will stay by my side forever. ♥

*smiles* Closing the book of 2013, I really thank God for the health, wealth, lessons, challenges..for..ALL!! :))). Nevertheless, I am more sorry of all the troubles, mistakes, lies, regrets, bad doings I've done but I felt the lessons that I gained from all those sufferings. I know that big challenges will still occur as I grow old but I am hoping and wishing that big opportunities, big God's guidance shall embrace my life and will change me for good and worth.

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Nuff said? Hahaha! It's 10:19PM, few hours before 2014!!! :D

Bye, 2013! Hello, 2014! As I continue my own journey in year 2014, I ask for your guidance and grace, O Lord. ♥

ぺいちゃん ♡